Although I stopped believing long ago
To the Virgin Mary and her son I pleaded
Kneeling, I looked straight at their painting
With an open and confident heart
Aware that things do happen for a reason
Not so ready to accept what it is
Not so sure of my will to keep trying
I didn’t pray
I didn’t promise
But I asked…
Even though I was a nonbeliever
Childhood memories brought me back to them…
An urgent need to regain my faith
In life
In love
In the one I was
In the one I am
To this sacred place I came
Searching for the child I was
Devoid of labels or boundaries
That just trusted without asking why
That had faith no matter what
I had to be back home
Embracing and expressing the commotion within
To hug my inner child
To take back harmony
To make peace with what it is
© Gabriela Abalo
Written for
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